Awe Sookie!!

So since I have a moment I will fill you in!! I have returned to work, weighed this morning-317lbs!! I started at 380!!! Holy Shitake!!! The past week it has fell off!!!I usually wait until Mondays to weigh but screw it!!!63 lbs I have never loss more than 60 ever, although i have gained a LOT more than 60, but enough of that shitake!!!

I've had a few off scale victories already!!! Sitting in booths without the opposite person having to pull the booth closer to them!! YAY. My clothes are falling off of me, cannot wear anything I could wear a month ago!! I'll get over that part!I also feel like I can't explain. Its this overwhelming sense of accomplishment and peace that I've never had. I feel and see food sooo differently now. Its fuel, the way it was meant to be. Not a drug or something i could abuse when i had nothing else. Speaking of i have replaced my cravings for food with activity, just about anything. I now walk, clean or redecorate my house, play video games, anything! I don't even have cravings for food anymore, its weird, very weird. I'm NEVER hungry. I know when I'm supposed to eat because i feel weak. I usually eat about 4 to 6 times a day, very small meals!!

so now i have to run, booo